Lost InThoughts…
I feel like everything is coming, crashing down on me at the moment. I don’t feel complete with life. I’m at that moment again where I feel like I don’t matter much anymore. Why do I allow myself to get stuck like this? I don’t get myself either. I always allow myself to get taken for granted and to be taken advantage of. I kind of wish I grew up being able to stand and stick up for myself. If I wasn’t so shy or so nice, or if I didn’t get raised to be the person I am today, I would probably be able to be the bitch I need to be and the person who cares less than how much I do at this moment. I don’t get why I live such a hard life. I can never be fully happy with where I stand because I always tend to let myself go…
@2 days ago
